5 tabs

 

The last time I did acid, I took 5 tabs. Yes, yes, I know now what a horrible idea that was. It was upon my friend’s advice. My brain needed a hard reset. And boy……I got that and more.

First off, after I had already dosed I found it was blessed by a sect I don’t personally agree with. Great, this blessing is about to become a curse.

I became a crumpled piece of paper. Floating about the universe. Unloved, forgotten and utterly alone. I had to be told I was loved. And I didn’t even understand what the concept of “love” was. I was an unloved crumpled up piece of paper.

I suppose that was ego death.

I had a great experience on shrooms 2 years ago. I’ll have to write more about the house I lived in at that time. A coven lived there previously and there were marks and evidence of such. Tried to work it out with Pennsylvania Dutch Powwow. I about needed a priest to bless the house. That house helped drive me insane.

But, I digress. Anyhow, the shroom story. I was advised by Reddit to go outside. I did and it was incredible. I laid in the grass among the flowers like Alice in Wonderland. Just talk among the flowers.

It was the middle of the nite but the sky became an electric pink. Like the most beautiful and brilliant sunset. The electrical poles and lines danced. It was almost like a cartoon.

Tears welled up in my eyes. I was so overwhelmed by the sheer beauty of everything.