A Deviated Septum is Nothing to Sneeze At

Making an attempt at Dry January. Been sober-ish for almost 2 weeks. I say sober-ish because I have had 2 beers. Which my housemate gave to me. I don't intend on stopping drinking. Just way overdid it during the holidays. Got sick of waking up sick and shaky. Every cell in my body screaming for alcohol.  So yup, taking a break. Oh yes and got brave and asked for Acamprosate from the doctor. It's supposed to help with cravings. Medication based sobriety is valid. California Sober is also valid. Yes been smoking quite a bit more weed. Of course now I'm at the point of out of weed, out of money. And the tension is so real. That's the hardest part to deal with sober - the tension. Feeling tense, mind racing, begging for any sort of relief to help slow my mind down.  Might end up bumming dad for beer money and give in. It's Friday after all. Weedman doesn't take digital payments, cash only.  *** Another point of contention is that YouTube removed my first Santa Muert...

  He shuffles and looks down at his feet. He’s afraid. He knew this day would come. But, he tries to keep brave. “What sex were you assigned at birth?” they sternly ask. “Female.” He replies with a stern glare. “But, I am a man.” The butt of a gun connects fiercely with his jaw. “Then be a man. Get up and fight like a man.” replies the man. He spits out blood. A couple of teeth feel loose. He groans and gets up to his feet. “Fuck you. I’m a man.” he replies. The rifle butt connects again. Stars fill his vision. “Fuuck” He sputters and spits out a mouthful of blood. “Fuck you….motherfucker” The man grins and laughs. “I’m going to fuck you in the pussy. Teach you how to be a woman again.” The man growls. He laughs. “Fuck me hard? Just like I fucked your mother last nite! Gonna have some trouble getting to my pussy with my big fat dick in the way.” He is kicked hard between the legs and drops to the ground. Blows land on his ribs and ...