If you haven't already guessed by now, I've abandoned "Grippy Socks Yellows"
Flat out, it's just too upsetting to read through those old journal entries. Ya no puedo, can't fuckin do it. I've been meanwhile finding some success with my YouTube channel. 1k subscribers and my Santa Muerte song compilations have been gaining a lot of traction. 95k views on my second compilation, that's huge!. As a result though, the majority of my subscriber base speaks Spanish. So moving forward, I'm making my videos bilingual in order to be more accessible to my audience. I like doing spoken word pieces. Now that my voice has deepened, I really enjoy the sound of my voice now. And yeah sure, it's almost masturbatory to enjoy listening to myself speak. Fuck it, I can be happy with myself and my newfound voice. Considering doing a bit about my bout with psychosis. I made some videos during that time which I've uploaded. I'm taking the old school, 2006's YouTube approach. I'm not in it for the money, not looking for sponsorships or any of...